A client recently wrote and shared the following story. I thought it might relate to what many of you are experiencing.
“Just wanted to let you know I still haven’t put down your book, Frequency. I honestly can’t remember a book that has impacted me this much. Maybe when I first started listening to Abraham-Hicks or learning about Human Design, but this is taking me to a whole new level. There is something about the experience of reading it that has caused a shift in my consciousness on a cellular level. Very powerful!
“I wanted to share an experience I’m going through. When I did the meditations for finding my Home Frequency you asked us to picture our worst possible scenario as if nothing would ever go the way I wanted it to again. I pictured myself stuck in the job I’ve had for the last five years that squelches and stifles me.
“Then I shifted to my Home Frequency—where everything would go better than I possibly could’ve asked for. I’ve managed to anchor into the Home Frequency and live my life from that vibration pretty constantly for the last several months. Of course, external events have caused me to react, but I found that I can always remember that I’m in charge and shift back into my Home Frequency and the present moment.
“Then something unexpected happened that knocked me completely off the path. I witnessed and reported an act of abuse toward one of the people I support where I work, at an agency that supports adults with developmental disabilities. I did the exact right thing in this situation and had the purest of intentions. BUT the situation got all turned around and the abuser blamed me for committing the act of abuse and calculated a whole plot against me, which the agency believed and it led them to terminate me.
“Well, this situation had me outraged! The part that was the most uncomfortable was that I was silenced. I had no voice or opportunity to defend myself. I felt powerless and allowed myself to get sucked into a spiral of rage and fury! Until today. 🙂
“Today I remembered the exercise from Frequency and what it felt like to be in my Home Frequency. I had an instant download that my Higher Self had arranged all of this! Living from my Home Frequency these last few months left no space for my old job—the vibes just didn’t fit. So the Universe and my Higher Self went to extreme lengths to get me out of there. And that’s when I realized just how powerful I am. As soon as I began to vibrate at a level that was above that of my job, the job (very dramatically!) left my experience. By worrying about it and trying to get those involved to see it my way, I was just holding on to something that I’ve been wanting to let go of for a long time.
“I figure the reason I was holding on was that without a job, my old frequency does not know how it will have money or resources. But my Home Frequency is resourceful beyond measure and the particles are now rearranging themselves in the form of delightful surprises for me. :-)”Â
Here are some of my thoughts, in addition to what she understood: Yes, she basically asked to find a way to be free of the stifling job. She practiced her home frequency and stabilized it to a fair degree. And as is typical, she got ejected from that old reality because it was too slow for her. But HOW she got ejected is interesting.
The whole situation revolved around the idea of rescuing people from suffering. She had her old job because she was trying to help suffering people. She and the people she was trying to help both held subconscious beliefs about being a victim. She didn’t recognize her own hidden beliefs because she was projecting out onto the other people and didn’t have to look at her own issues.
But the freeing incident occurred in such a way that the victim she was trying to help defended their victim identity by making her into the dominator/perpetrator. The victim simply reaffirmed their identity as a victim, but she, through seeing the unfairness of the whole situation, was able to see that she had a victim consciousness, too. And that the other victim became the perpetrator. Oh how insideouslyinterwoven these patterns are!! And how ingenious the souls are in revealing the hidden blocks to full self-expression!
She identified her problem as being the stifling job. But really, the thing she was trying to clear was the victim-dominator control pattern—and to the extent she participated in making that real, she was unable to live truly from her soul.